All Souls Trilogy by Deborah Harkness: A Review

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Publication Date: 2011/2012/2014
Genres: Fantasy
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“It begins with absence and desire.

It begins with blood and fear.

It begins with a discovery of witches.”

I have just finished reading this trilogy for the second time, and surprisingly, I gleaned a lot more from it than I did the first time. I first listened to the trilogy as an audiobook, when I used to commute a long distance to work. It got me through my journeys for a couple of weeks and I enjoyed it immensely, but I do think I miss a lot from a story when I’m not able to read the words in front of me. I gain an additional level of understanding and joy from sentence structure and vocabulary – call me a nerd, I am – in a novel. Beautifully written sentences breathe life into a book.

And there is a lot of detail in these books. From spell work, to the contents of grimoires, to science and alchemy and data analysis of blood cells, it’s a massive trek through a detailed and richly tapestried world, and a insight into how biology and genealogy can change the course of your life. It is like no paranormal or fantasy book I’ve ever read. Although the world and its contents are wide, Harkness takes you through it all, and its history, in a seamless thread of intrigue, mystery, magic and desire.

Diana has distanced herself from her magical heritage, and as such, is clueless to the goings on of the witches, vampires, and daemons, hiding in plain sight around her. Her lack of knowledge enables us, the readers, to learn everything about the world gradually and authentically. The story truly starts when Diana accidentally calls a magical book, Ashmole 782, from the Bodleian Library, for her academic research. Opening the book, she realises it is an enchanted palimpsest. This action kickstarts the driving motive of the entire trilogy – also known as the Book of Origins, Ashmole 782 is coveted by all creatures, and they are all desperate to get their hands on it.

Matthew, vampire love interest (for what would a supernatural story be without a forbidden love?), is drawn to Diana because of his need for the book. He has searched for it for centuries, but when he gets to know Diana, it is no longer just the book that keeps him from pursuing her. He is a mysterious, dark, and dangerous character, with a thousand-year history full of just as many secrets. But Harkness writes him beautifully – his sincere care and feelings towards Diana flow through the plot and undercut everything that happens. There are definite parallels to be drawn here between Matthew and Diana and Jamie and Claire from Outlander – they are both relationships that travel through generations – steadfast, heady, intense, and long-lasting.

Many readers relate these books to the Twilight saga, but this trilogy is nothing like it. This is a story of the supernatural, but it is tempered by real life choices, adult dilemmas and adult relationships, and the backstory and historical science itself is enough to set it apart from any teen-vamp-drama. Harkness has a beautiful way with words, and there is a seamless flow to the books that keep you captivated. Even the scientific descriptions (and there is more than you would expect from your average fantasy novel) kept me engaged – a sign of the authors talent and ability to weave great detail into the plot without it seeming forced. Harkness is clearly very knowledgeable and has done great research into the time periods and science in the books, and this shines through, the details adding depth and connection to the characters and the story, enriching the worldbuilding and building intrigue.

The author’s research is really put to the test in the second book, Shadow of Night, as Matthew and Diana time-walk to Elizabethan England in order to hide from the creatures pursuing Diana and Ashmole 782. From the moment they step into 1591 Oxford, the newly imagined world is vividly depicted. I felt as though I could smell the ‘waxen smell’ that reminded Diana of Summer, and the ‘tang of woodsmoke’. I could practically hear the ‘crackle of a fire’, and the smell of the ‘sprigs of rosemary and lavender strewn among the rushes laid down to keep dampness from being tromped through the house.’ Even the smell of the Elizabethan smock Diana first wears is described: ‘lavender and cedar’. When she walks through London for the first time, the sights and sounds assault her, and us, in turn; ‘Bread baking. Coal fires. Wood smoke. Fermentation. Freshly washed garbage, courtesy of yesterday’s rains. Wet wool.’ Harkness’s ability to move her setting from 21st Century Madison, USA to London in 1591 is unparalleled and the time travel is unquestioned. You have no problem believing everything that is written because the worldbuilding is so richly imagined.

The All Souls trilogy has spellbound me. I especially loved the fun inclusion of Fleetwood Mac as a soundtrack to a witch’s teenage years, and the vast amount of secondary characters that all somehow held their own space within the story. With a myriad of interesting characters, deeply researched history, minutely detailed settings and a love story filled with absence and desire, Harkness has created a thought-provoking and engrossing page-turner of a trilogy. All the strands weave together in the final book to culminate in an absorbing and magical romp through science, magic, family and history. It is a story about the threads of life that tie us all together, and the discrimination and bias that can try to tear us apart.

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An Exploration of Women, Witches and the Patriarchy in Brontë, Gaskell and MacDonald

‘Witches used their brooms to fly off to midnight meetings, not to sweep the patriarchal floor’ (Dickerson, 1996: 119)

The Angel in the House refers to an ideal first suggested by Coventry Patmore in his ‘self-sacrificing heroine’ (Showalter, 1972: 207) who he believed to be the perfect woman. This ideology reflected the Victorian belief that women were predisposed to the domestic sphere of looking after the home and children, whilst men, in comparison, where made for the public sphere, which involved working outside the home and earning money. This stereotype of the Victorian woman is present in the subconscious of many writers of the period, particularly the female writers who are writing female characters. However, several critics state that Victorian writers did not always present a one-sided female, and a more varied and androgynous female exists most strongly in works of fantasy, or texts that include fantastical elements. Fantasy writers have written female characters who were both good and bad, demonic and angelic, motherly and strong. Magical women can combine the qualities of ‘two of the most harmful feminine stereotypes – witch and Madonna.’ They have the potential to harmonise two opposite qualities within the female psyche by being multi-faceted. ‘This uniquely positive combination shatters the Victorian myth of the helpless female Victorian Fantasy constituted.’ (Honig, 1988: 131)

I am interested in analysing the representation of these magical, witch-like women in novels by Elizabeth Gaskell and Charlotte Brontë, and then comparing this to the treatment of the same characters in works by George MacDonald. Will the character of the ‘witch’ give the female writers more freedom in which to rebel against the Angel in the House? Or will, like in most of Victorian life, the male author succeed in portraying a more rounded, androgynous magical female, without the boundaries of gender to hinder him?

Virginia Woolf said that ‘killing the Angel in the House was part of the occupation of a woman writer.’ (1931) Sandra Gilbert also corresponds with this idea by explaining that female writers of the nineteenth century tended to transform themselves into acolytes of magical women through their occupation. (2013) However, Elizabeth Gaskell was a novelist who seemed to remain safely within the accepted female sphere throughout her whole career, unlike the singular Brontë sisters or the ‘hysterical’ Emily Dickinson. Gaskell’s novel, Lois the Witch, offers a subversive perspective on witches and women, although at first instance it might read from a purely patriarchal and Christian viewpoint. Somehow, Elizabeth Gaskell was able to write on varied female matters without losing her position in society as the perfect Victorian woman.

Lois the Witch begins by describing the figure of the witch in purely religious terms: ‘The sin of witchcraft’ (65); ‘Is anyone possessing an evil power over me, by the help of Satan?’ (66) Here she combines a biblical rhetoric with the voice of a moral narrator, and therefore sets the witch against contemporary female conformity. She emphasises the nineteenth century classification of the female sphere by reiterating male-ordered, conservative margins through her own words. By the mere suggestion that Satan can influence and control a female, it is suggested that women are weak of mind, and prone to hysteria and madness. The statement that their imagination can be corrupted through ‘a little nervous affliction’ also parallels her definition of the witch with the common re-evaluation of the time: witchcraft was merely a fiction created by women in the form of ‘Witch-hysteria’ and hysterical and soft-minded women were prone to imagining they were possessed by the devil or a witch, when in fact, they were just mad. (McKay, 1841) Witchcraft resurfaced during the nineteenth century, as Basham notes, mere ‘mesmerism’ (1992: 101) which was linked intrinsically to ‘witchcraft and demoniacal possession.’ (Auerbach, 1982: 74) This idea is furthered within the text through the description of the witch as ‘forsaken’, signifying a feebleness to the female mind that gives itself to Satan. Gaskell’s description of witchcraft so far very much signifies the power of the psychological theory prevalent to the time. She also actively demarcates paganism as evil and sinful, and therefore expresses deliberateness in presenting the witch through purely patriarchal, religious terms. Gaskell’s writing is highly conformist, seemingly only to show the witch as a sufferer of a mental disease from which male science offers a cure. Like Elaine Showalter states, Gaskell seems to begin her novel ‘searching for covert, risk-free ways to present [her] feelings.’ (1972) Witchcraft and madness become a mask that the author can slip on when her reader is about to be shocked by the text.

Throughout the novel, Lois continuously is depicted as an outlander – she is always alone and removed from the wider, inclusive society from the very moment she steps off the boat in Boston. When she first approaches the settlement, even the trees are described as unusual, with different colour leaves than the ones back home; she is consistently presented on the margins of the text, always on the outskirts and unable to find a way in. Lois becomes an unknowable Other who remains separate throughout the story, even before she is accused of witchcraft. We never learn her backstory. We know very little of her considering she is the ‘protagonist’ of the novel. Gaskell, perhaps wittingly, presents her marginally and at odds to both herself and the story. Virginia Woolf wrote: ‘Never let anybody guess that you have a mind of your own.’ (1942: 83) and perhaps this is what the author is attempting to do. By setting the ‘witch’ against her own public moral compass, she is ensuring that she, as an author, remains safely contained within the Angel of the House sphere.

Lois’ position as an outlander is also the reason that she ends up being so easily labelled as a witch. No other character defends her, and even those she considered friends do not challenge the accusation. The other significant ‘Other’ in the story is Nattee, the family’s Native American slave, and she too, is tried as a witch without rebuttal. She is marginalised throughout the story due to her accent, her inability to speak English, her beliefs and her colour. In representing this similarity between the two witches, and uniting them in their fear, Gaskell creates an unexpected relationship between the two women and begins to edge out from behind the safe curtain of the patriarchal narrative that she had previously used.

This understanding of ‘sisterhood’ within the novel is far more radical than just a strong female friendship. It is not just connecting two women, but two of the ‘accused’, two witches; an educated, white Christian, and an illiterate, dark-skinned slave. Every barrier of Victorian society seeks to separate them, and yet they are unified within the text as oppressed women and, importantly, as witches. ‘And in comforting her, Lois was comforted; in strengthening her, Lois was strengthened.’ (119) There is a stability in the sentence that suggests the women are entirely equal. The supposed ‘savage’ (118) offers just as much comfort as the Angel. Witchcraft is seen to overturn all boundaries: racial, class, gender and imperial.

However, this is not the first time that Gaskell has been seen to seek to free the oppressed within her writing. As Prickett states in Victorian Fantasy, ‘Mrs Gaskell caused scandal among her readers by dealing with illegitimacy in Ruth, and even condoning a ‘fallen woman’’ (2005: 40) Clearly, although attempting to hide behind the veil of patriarchal narratives, Gaskell has a fondness for writing women as she wishes them to be, and writing acts such as this does push her out of this sphere of acceptability. On the path to gain ‘artistic autonomy’ (Showalter, 1972: 207), she is threatening her role in society as the perfect woman. Regardless, she continues to write in a very restricted narrative voice. Almost in opposition to this once more, the two witches spend the night tending one another’s ‘bodily woes’ (118) and waking with their bodies entwined and their faces in one another’s laps, suggesting lesbian overtones and the sexuality that is often mentioned in relation to female hysteria and witches. This surprisingly erotic language, however, is suddenly traditionalised again, as chaos seems to enter the text. Suddenly, Lois feels as though ‘her senses were leaving her, and she could not remember the right words.’ (114) A sense of mania seems to take over Lois, who, until this act with Nattee, had embodied all the acceptable feminine traits. This sudden deliberate insanity that overcomes Lois once she is accused of witchcraft echoes the Victorian rhetoric on female sexuality and the weak-minded woman who does not desire, and who is capable of hysterical, unlikely imaginings. This turnaround back to patriarchal narratives is accentuated with the narrative descriptions of Nattee. She is a ‘savage’ from the wild, unrestrained forests of Native America. (119) Her injustice as a slave parallels her injustice experienced as a witch perfectly, and ‘if there’s an ancestral curse, surely, it’s one that afflicts all colonists. Persuading themselves they are fulfilling the will of God whilst they have brought the original inhabitants into a state of slavery.’ (Packlow, 2000: 9) This is an accurate explanation of how the society views witches within the novel. The similarities between the witch and the slave are strikingly obvious, and this makes the new sisterhood between the two women very difficult to understand within the boundaries of the text. It is hard to distinguish a connection between what happens between them, and the narrative describing it. Nattee is described as ‘dirty’, ‘filthy’, a ‘poor savage’, ‘all astray in her wits’, with an ‘old brown wrinkled face,’ who must be cared for by the white middle-class English woman. (118) The old woman’s ‘dread of death’ also suggests the uncertain fate of the unreligious savages who do not believe in God, and the ‘poor scattered sense of the savage creature’ embodies similar suggestions of immorality, sin and madness, all of which are synonymous with the figure of the witch in Victorian literature. In Gaskell’s exploration of the witch, she begins to single out the ‘troubled area of women’s communion.’ (Dickerson, 1996: 122)

Gaskell’s writing continues to exude a desire to enforce Christian dogmas. Towards the end of the story there are yet more references to the ‘external comfort’ of the ‘Heavenly Friend’ and the ‘one who died on the cross.’ (119) However, in the moment of her death, Lois does not call out to Jesus, or God, but to ‘Mother!’ (120) This dramatic and unexpected declaration of a capitalised Mother suggests an overtly female faith that, in all ways, pushes against the male boundaries of Christianity and undoes all conventional mentions to religion within the text. By enabling Lois to call for her own God, who in inherently female, Gaskell refuses patriarchy with finality in a stunning declaration of matriarchy.

This parallel between witches, women and Christ continue as Lois and Nattee’s hangings are described in the same vein of ‘the one who died on the cross for us and for our sakes.’ (119) Re-writing the apparently hysterical woman as a Christ figure is extremely subversive and causes us to question all the patriarchal narrative devices that led up to this point in the book. Did Gaskell intend for the reader to believe in the moral narrator and her patriarchal viewpoint, just to increase the shock of controversially defying it? Or was she deliberately conscious of the boundaries of her own place in the world, and the tentativeness of her position as the perfect woman in her own life and society? Christ was victimised, beaten and suffered as a martyr for the ‘greater good’, and these are all qualities that offer themselves as important symbols for the social and political suffering of women, particularly in the Victorian era. Simone de Beauvoir articulated women’s connection to Christ: ‘As women bleed each month and in childbirth, so Christ bled on the cross; as women perceive themselves as sacrificial victims of men, impaled in the sexual act, so Christ was pierced by the spear. She it is who is hanging on the Tree, promised the splendour of the Resurrection. It is she: she proves it: for her forehead bleeds under the crown of thorns.’ (1969: 117) Indeed, when Lois is finally granted death, she is the happiest she has been in the entire novel, finally faced with the sanctity of ‘Mother!’ and freed from the pain and humility of suffering as a woman and a witch.

Like Gaskell, Charlotte Brontë was a female novelist who used the ‘supernatural to explore and express differences and oppression.’ (Dickerson, 1996: 104) Brontë’s use of supernaturalism, witches and ghosts constituted a space to open and explore the realities and oppressions of women. ‘Like Shakespeare’s three witches, the Brontë girls are associated with storm and violence, lightening flashes, heath and moorland.’ (Grosvenor Myer, 1987: 11) Charlotte and her sisters, just like their texts, have always escaped the patriarchal, sensible boundaries of explanation. Many critics have found their novels hard to pin-down to a genre – some have said they are Realist, Gothic, some Fantastical, Romance. Like Sandra Gilbert’s earlier definition, and very much unlike Gaskell, they take on a supernatural, mystic persona themselves that influences their writing and other’s readings of their work. The symbolism of witches and supernaturalism is abundant in their texts: Cathy Earnshaw is called a ‘ghostly female witch-child’ in Wuthering Heights, Rochester accuses Jane Eyre of ‘bewitching’ his horse, and even Mrs Reed could be depicted as a figure emanating strong witch-like symbolism, albeit in the form of the Evil Stepmother.

In Jane Eyre, Brontë often describes Jane in spectral and unnatural terms through the eyes of the male characters. ‘The accusation of witch springs from an intense societal fear of a powerful, untrammelled woman who defies social norms.’ (Pratt, 1981: 122) and it is through their misunderstanding of Jane that the males in the story misjudge her and almost ridicule her for her mystical powers. She is described as ‘a mere spectre’ (296), and when first encountering Rochester, he teasingly accuses her: ‘When you came on me in Hay Lane last night, I thought unaccountably of fairy tales, and had half a mind to demand whether you had bewitched my horse: I am not sure yet.’ (143) ‘So you were waiting for your people when you sat on that stile? … For the men in green:  it was a proper moonlight evening for them. Did I break through one of your rings, that you spread that damned ice on the causeway?’ (144)

Unlike Gaskell, Brontë is not afraid to delve into the suspicions surrounding witchcraft and women. Like her author, Jane Eyre belongs to the supernatural realm, not to the rigid, Victorian, utilitarian world of Mrs Reed and Brontë’s own society. This is Brontë’s method of freeing an oppressed woman from the hold that society has over her. As a child Jane wails: ‘Why was I always suffering? Always brow-beaten? Always accused? For ever condemned?’ (12) She had been mistreated all her life, because there was yet no character who understood her. Until Rochester, no character was able to see past plain Jane, and into her spirit. It is only when she sees her own power, her own self, when she investigates the mirror and notices the ghost of herself ‘specking the gloom’ (11) that she begins to build her own agency and grow into herself. Rochester says: ‘You are altogether a human being, Jane? You are certain of that?’ (385) He is the only other being who recognises her for who she is, altogether more supernatural than the natural or patriarchal world.

Like Lois, Jane often finds herself on the margins of the action. She is always between one place and the next, always on the outside, looking in. She feels torn between her love for Rochester and her duty to St John, and never truly fits in at either Gateshead Hall, Lowood School or Moor House. She constantly runs the risk of being halved: ‘Alas! If I join St John, I abandon half myself.’ (356) She is the stranger, the ‘spectre’, the one who watches and ‘bewitches.’

However, strangely, whilst at Moor House, it is St John who is truly represented as the ‘witch.’ He mesmerises Jane: ‘I felt as if an awful charm was framing round and gathering over me’ and ‘I trembled to hear some fatal word spoken which would at once declare and rivet the spell.’ (353-54) ‘I felt his influence in my marrow, his hold on my limbs.’ (357) St John is also described as a ‘strange being’ (365) Suitably, whilst Jane is under his hold, her own powers and witch-like abilities are severely diminished. She feels as though she is mesmerised and bewitched by St John, to the detriment of herself. For, if she stays, she will abandon herself. Therefore, her true nature lies with Rochester, across the moors, and although St John tries to banish her wanderings towards him and wishes for her to touch the bible and the ‘sacred cross’, she will not.

Madame Walravens of Villette is a witch-like character within Brontë’s work who is represented differently from Jane Eyre. Her mysteriousness and demonic power are heavily implied throughout the novel and, unlike Jane, she is the hallmark of the typical nineteenth century witch. She has the typical appearance of an old, evil witch: she is a mere three-feet high, shapeless, with skinny, knobbly hands that hold a gold wand-like ivory staff. She often disappears just as mysteriously as she appears. When Madame Walravens turns to leave after cursing Madame Beck, a peal of thunder breaks out. Her house appears as an ‘enchanted castle’ and the storm is a ‘spell-wakened tempest.’ (346) This is synonymous with the Brontë’s depiction of witchcraft and the supernatural as a whole: the weather is important in creating a powerful, atmospheric suggestion of immortal power. Wuthering Heights also exudes a stormy, desolate narrative, with lots of foreshadowing and pathetic fallacy, and Jane Eyre herself travels far across the moors whilst the thunder and lightning rockets above and the rain lashes down, almost sending herself into a fit of hysteria.

Madame Walravens name is also highly suggestive. The raven is a traditional Celtic image of a hag (or witch) who destroys children, and Walravens herself destroyed a child by imprisoning her: Lucy is told that she caused the death of her grandchild, Justine Marie, by opposing her match with the poor and lowly Paul and causing her to move to a convent and die. ‘To have a raven’s knowledge’ is also an Irish proverb meaning to have a seer’s supernatural powers. Walravens witch-like imagery – the deformed body, staff, malignant look and old age is suggestive as to the inspiration of her character. You could even say that she is yet another madwoman in the attic, coming downstairs from the top of the house, malevolently enraged just as Bertha Mason is in Jane Eyre, ‘with all the violence of a temper which deformity made sometimes demonic’. (Gilbert, 2000: 431)

George MacDonald, innovator of fantasy and fairy-tales, is another Victorian author whose representation of witches is something that is included in almost all his texts. He presents his female characters in a way that deliberately causes us to ‘reconsider our attitudes to sex roles and sexual stereotyping.’ (McGillis, 1992: 10) Gillian Avery also notes that Victorian children would ‘understand’ and maybe even ‘expect’ that fantasy, like traditional fairy-tales, would provide ‘purpose and a moral code; good would be rewarded, evil punished.’ (2015: 128) In the fairy story, The Romance of Photogen and Nycteris, Watho, the witch, is the very antithesis of the ideal Victorian Angel in the House. Jack Zipes said that ‘MacDonald uses fantasy to experiment with conventions to undermine them and illuminate new directions for moral and social behaviour.’ (1983: 105) This could indeed be what MacDonald is attempting to do. In portraying Watho as the typical nineteenth century, evil witch, will he then subvert the stereotype? Watho is a witch who is desperate for knowledge, masculine and aggressive, and filled with desire, and holds similar traits of the ‘first witch’ Lilith, who is often envisioned as a dangerous demon, who is sexually wanton, and steals babies in the darkness. (Hammer, 2018) Watho captures and keeps Photogen and Nycteris from birth and attempts to undertake an experiment by drastically controlling the experience of their world. Her craving to control and ‘play God’ puts her in the same league as Dr Frankenstein and Faust, whose excessive need for knowledge turned them evil. (Honig, 1988: 115)

‘For those actually living at the time it was a period of intense anxiety and self-doubt’ (Prickett, 2005: 38) and the literature of the time often betrayed the fears of the society. The Victorian period was a time when scientific and social changes, particularly Darwin’s evolution theory, was causing hesitancy and fear in the mind of the middle-class. MacDonald’s characterisation of Watho reflects the widespread apprehension and uncertainty around the moral implications of frightening discoveries about man and creation. Watho is the perfect combination of the wicked stepmother and the deranged scientist, and this ambiguity of her gender and her ability to rebel against female conformity is highlighted by this blending of traditionally feminine and masculine traits. Her masculine desires cause her to breed two babies under experimental, immoral conditions. The Day Boy is never exposed to darkness, and the Night Girl is never exposed to daylight. By experimenting on young children without conscience, she perverts the first and most regarded feminine characteristic of nurture, and instead, revels in the scientific analysis of the masculine. This corruption of the ‘Angel in the House’ of true Victorian womanhood is presented as so unnatural, even in this fantasy story, that it is explained away by Watho’s ‘wolf’. The mention of the wolf recalls a parallel with Gaskell’s treatment of the magical woman – in order to explain the multidimensional parts of femininity, an external influence must be to blame. In Lois the Witch, it is Satan who drives the demonic witch to possess the woman. In MacDonald, it is the wolf, a creature who is dangerous, instinctual, and without morals. ‘She was not naturally cruel – but the wolf had made her cruel.’ (304)

Whilst the nineteenth century widely regarded mothering as ‘the most important job imaginable’, along with this idealisation came the ‘implication that any intellectual or spiritual failing in the child can and should be attributed to the mother.’ (McKnight, 1997: 4) In the Victorian era, the mother’s influence on her child was both appreciated and deeply feared, and McKnight states that this ideology taught that the mother ‘is the greatest creator that must be tamed… she is all-important… but she better not try to be too important.’ (18) Watho therefore attempts to be ‘too important’ in her moulding of the children. When the Night Boy, Photogen, becomes ill despite all her attention, Watho starts to feel extreme hatred towards him because he was ‘her failure.’ (331) ‘It is the peculiarity of witches, that what works in others to sympathy, works in them to repulsion.’ (330) She then delves even deeper into psychopathic mania by letting her passion build and build, until, no longer able to control herself, she torments and pricks Photogen until he dies. (331) ‘Before long, Watho was plotting evil against her’, and she then ‘soothes her wolf pain’ (note: not her own pain) by exposing Nycteris to the burning sun and watching her die. (350) These dark and twisted desires and irrational emotions are attributed to the wolf inside her, and not the woman.

‘She is full of powers of destruction, of desolation, and of chaos, but at the same time is a helpful figure’ says Franz of fairy-tale’s double-woman figure, who is destructive and evil, and yet also a mother-figure. (Dundes, 1988: 215) This is a positive representation of a woman, and witch, in the sense that it avoids one-sided female identity and shows a multi-faceted person who is neither feminine nor masculine, but both. However, reflecting on the fact that MacDonald’s stories are meant for children, Bettelheim says that children would not find these more realistic combinations of difference appealing, since many young children are not comfortable with dealing with the possibility of both good and bad in their own mothers. Bettelheim sees the one-sided characters in MacDonald’s work more helpful because whilst ‘the fantasy of the evil stepmother thus preserves the image of the good mother, the fairy tale also helps the child not to be devastated by experiencing his mother as evil.’ (2010: 69) MacDonald, however, has famously said himself that ‘I write, not for children, but for the child-like, whether they be of five, or fifty, or seventy-five.’ (cited in Gray, 2011: 13) His stories have kept their appeal for all because the characters retain their overall place in the story. The witches are the antagonists, although we can read into the subversion of stereotypes in them, and children will see only the ‘evil’ witch, and will not read into the subtle, interwoven interpretations that adults will draw from analysing them. In the case of Watho, her actions are explained by MacDonald as ‘In the hearts of witches, love and hate lie close together, and often tumble over each other’ (331); a statement that is true of all human beings, hence making Watho seem a little less monstrous and a little more human. It is only when she turns into a wolf that she can finally be killed, and this perhaps suggests that she is so powerful in her androgynous female form that she is indestructible.

Auerbach, in analysing Old Irene of MacDonald’s stories The Princess and the Curdie and The Princess and the Goblin, states that her witch-like figure represents ‘the release of the victim into the full use of her power’ – as a victim of the Victorian feminine expectation. (1982: 39) This character of Old Irene, is an extremely positive figure in the text, and yet still owes much of her characterisation to the evil witch in Sleeping Beauty. When the Princess Irene encounters Old Irene for the second time, the sequence parallels Briar Rose’s encounter with the Bad Fairy almost exactly. Both girls are in a dreamlike state, and walk up a long, circular staircase almost against their will. Bettelheim, commenting on Sleeping Beauty, tells us that ‘such staircases typically stand for sexual experiences.’ (232) It is the first time that these girls will explore ‘the formerly inaccessible area of existence, as represented by the hidden chamber where the old woman is spinning.’ (233) Both girls enquire about the spinning because it symbolises the secrets of being a woman – Bettelheim states, not so much intercourse, but menstruation. This explains why no male figures are needed for this scene at all, and why Princess Irene’s finger is already wounded.

This is where the two tales differentiate – in Sleeping Beauty, Briar Rose pricks her finger and then falls into a long, protective sleep, which will ward off any sexual encounters until she is old enough, but in The Princess and the Goblin, Princess Irene spends the night with Old Irene, and undergoes further sexual initiation. Old Irene heals her wounded finger: ‘she rubbed the ointment gently all over the hot swollen hand. Her touch was so pleasant and cool, that it seemed to drive away the pain and the heat wherever it came.’ (121) The old witch then invites Princess Irene to sleep with her and even asks, with some degree of coyness: ‘You won’t be afraid to go to bed with such an old woman?’ (121) The princess says that she is not afraid, and so the old lady ‘draws her towards her’ and ‘kissed her on the forehead and the cheek and the mouth’ (122) When they are in bed together, the old lady undresses and asks: ‘Shall I take you in my arms?’ (123) In the morning, the Princess’s finger has healed and ‘the swelling had all gone down.’ (124)

This encounter is jarringly sexual and has some uncomfortable undertones to it. Although MacDonald is praised for his representation of women and androgynous femininity, it seems that he is unable to separate his own male perspective from this scene, as Princess Irene’s sexual initiation seems more masculine than feminine, with the swelling finger that requires ointment and has all gone down by the time morning comes. However, he is also inverting common fairy tale scenes in which the female bond is destroyed by male power. In Little Red Riding Hood, specifically Perrault’s version, Little Red Riding Hood is never warned about the wolf. (1697) She therefore ventures innocently into the wood and is killed by the wolf. In his story, the grandmother was powerless, the mother was powerless, and the daughter was powerless. It seems that, although it heeded a warning to girls about the danger of wolves, it was pointless in the sense that a woman would have been unable to save her daughter, or herself, anyway. In The Trials and Tribulations of Little Red Riding Hood, Jack Zipes also examines the historical story of the little girl. In Paul Delarue’s research, he finds a version of the story in which rape is explicit. (1993) Little Red Riding Hood escapes the wolf in this story, which obviously highlights her ability and resourcefulness, but which also emphasises the fact that she must face the wolf alone. Yet again, neither her mother or grandmother could help her; her mother fails to warn her, and her grandmother has already been eaten by the wolf.

MacDonald also inverts the bedroom scene from Little Red Riding Hood in The Princess and the Goblin, but without any such undercurrents. In this story, the little princess also visits her grandmother, but, for the Princess, there is no masculine interference of any kind. She finds her grandmother just as she had expected to. ‘The old lady having undressed herself lay down beside the princess’ (77) ‘Oh dear, this is so nice!’ said the princess. ‘I didn’t know anything it the world could be so comfortable. I should like to lie here forever.’ (77)

In conclusion, from my analysis of three different authors and their perspectives on Victorian fantasy, I am struck by the fact that, regardless of character or role in the story, all of the witches depicted seem to challenge and subvert patriarchal norms in some way. There is a clear difference between Gaskell’s treatment of the witch and her storytelling methods when compared with MacDonald’s more overt and obvious subversion of stereotypes. Gaskell wrote from a fragile position of Victorian femininity; she was not marginalised or pushed into a ‘fallen’ or ‘supernatural’ sphere in her real life, and therefore, was much more cautious in her narrative structure, and her treatment of witches. Brontë, in comparison, as part of a real coven of three witch-like sisters, relatively isolated and unmarried, seemed to have less reservations about gender boundaries and her role within society. Thus her depictions of witches and of women in general are powerful: ‘Brontë’s hunger, rebellion and rage are what led her to write Jane Eyre in the first place’ (Gilbert, 2000: 370) As an author, she was angry at the way that governesses, in particular, were treated in patriarchal society, and hence used that anger to create powerful female characters who transcended the boundaries of both the Angel in the House and the patriarchal religion of the time. Gaskell, although more conservative in her writing, takes the witch one step further with her exclamation of ‘Mother!’ Not only are witches, and women, not hindered by God and patriarchy, but their ‘God’ is a woman. MacDonald, writing translucently for children, although he claims otherwise, was also unafraid to be subversive. The witches in his stories, from Watho to Old Irene, all embody various traits that make them androgynous. They are not just motherly, but destructive too; they are angelic and demonic; sensitive and intelligent. Fantasy offers a medium through which to analyse the fears of the society of the time, and to create female characters that, on the surface, seem far removed and magical, but, are simply a representation of true women. The witch strategically represents both the historical abject figure subjected to death, and a radical fantasy of renewal in the form of a female figure who desires a cultural transformation. (Butler in Sempruch, 2008: 14)

Bibliography

Primary Reading

Brontë, Charlotte. Jane Eyre (London: Penguin Classics, 2006)

Brontë, Charlotte. Villette (London: Penguin Classics, 2004)

Gaskell, Elizabeth. Lois the Witch (London: Penguin, 2000)

MacDonald, George. The Complete Fairy Tales, (London: Penguin Classics, 1999)

MacDonald, George. The Princess and the Goblin, (London: Puffin Classics, 1996)

Secondary Reading

Auerbach, Nina. Woman and the Demon: The Life of a Victorian Myth (Massachusetts: Harvard University Press, 1982)

Basham, Diana. The Trial of Woman: Feminism and the Occult Sciences in Victorian Literature and Society (London: Palgrave Macmillan, 1992)

Bettleheim, Bruno. The Uses of Enchantment: The Meaning and Importance of Fairy Tales (New York: Vintage, 2010)

de Beauvoir, Simone. The Second Sex (London: Gallimard, 1969)

Dickerson, Vanessa D. Victorian Ghosts in the Noontide: Women Writers and the Supernatural, (Missouri: University of Missouri Press, 1996)

Dundes, Alan. Cinderella: A Casebook (Wisconsin: University of Wisconsin Press, 1988)

Gaskell, Elizabeth. Ruth (London: Penguin, 1997)

Gilbert, Sandra M. The Madwoman in the Attic: The Woman Writer and the Nineteenth Century Literary Imagination (Connecticut: Yale University Press, 2000)

Gilbert, Sandra M. I, Too, Will be “Uncle Sandra”, Dickinson Electronic Archives, 2013, online electronic recording: http://www.emilydickinson.org/titanic-operas/folio-one/sandra-gilbert [last accessed: 09/01/2019]

Gray, William. Fantasy, Art and Life: Essays on George MacDonald, Robert Louis Stevenson and Other Fantasy Writers (Cambridge: Cambridge Scholars Publishing, 2011)

Grimm, Jacob and Wilhelm. ‘Hansel and Gretel’, Grimms’ Fairy Tales (London: Ernest Nister, 1986)

Grosvenor Myer, Valerie. Charlotte Bronte: Translucent Spirit (USA: Vision Publishing, 1987)

Guiley, Rosemary. The Encyclopedia of Witches, Witchcraft and Wicca (London: Infobase Publishing, 2008)

Haining, Peter. A Circle of Witches: An Anthology of Victorian Witchcraft Stories (USA: Taplinger Publishing Company, 1971)

Hammer, Jill. Lilith, Lady Flying in Darkness. https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/lilith-lady-flying-in-darkness/ [last accessed: 08/01/2019]

Honig, Edith Lazaros. Breaking the Angelic Image: Woman Power in Victorian Children’s Fantasy (London: Greenwood Press, 1988)

Hutton, Ronald, de Blecourt, William & La Fontaine, Jean. Witchcraft and Magic in Europe, Volume 6: The Twentieth Century (Pennsylvania: University of Pennsylvania Press, 1999)

Linton, Elizabeth Lynn. Witch Stories, (London: Chapman and Hall, 1861) scanned into Harvard College Library [last accessed: 08/01/2019]

McGillis, Roderick. For the Childlike: George MacDonald’s Fantasies for Children (Children’s Literature Association, 1992)

McKay, Charles. Extraordinary Popular Delusions and the Madness of Crowds. (London: Harriman House, 1841)

McKnight, Natalie. Suffering Mothers in Mid-Victorian Novels (London: Macmillan, 1997)

Mendelsohn, Farah and James, Edward. The Cambridge Companion to Fantasy Literature (Cambridge: Cambridge University Press, 2012)

Packlow, Jenny. ‘Introduction’, Elizabeth Gaskell, Lois the Witch (London: Penguin, 2000)

Pratt, Annis. Archetypal Patterns in Women’s Fiction (Indiana: Indiana University Press, 1981)

Prickett, Stephen. Victorian Fantasy (Texas: Baylor University Press, 2005)

Raeper, William. The Gold Thread: Essays on George MacDonald (Wipf and Stock Publishers, 2015)

Roper, Lyndal. Oedipus and the Devil: Witchcraft, Religion and Sexuality in Early Modern Europe (London: Routledge, 2003)

Sempruch, Justyna. Fantasies of Gender and the Witch in Feminist Theory and Literature. (Indiana: Purdue University Press, 2008)

Showalter, Elaine. “Killing the Angel in the House: The Autonomy of Women Writers.” The Antioch Review, vol. 50, no. 1/2, 1992, pp. 207–220. JSTOR, JSTOR, www.jstor.org/stable/4612511. [last accessed: 08/01/2019]

Showalter, Elaine. The Female Malady, (London: Virago, 1987)

Skey, F. C. Hysteria (London: Longmans, Green, Reader and Dyer, 1867)

Various. The Witching Hour – A Collection of Victorian Tales Concerning Witchcraft and Wizardry (London: Read Books Ltd, 2011)

Woolf, Virginia. A Room of One’s Own (London: Vintage Classics, 2018)

Woolf, Virginia. The Death of the Moth, and Other Essays (London: Harcourt, Brace and Company, 1942)

Zipes, Jack. Fairy Tales and the Art of Subversion (New York: Routledge, 1983)

Zipes, Jack. The Trials and Tribulations of Little Red Riding Hood (New York: Routledge, 1993)

Gather the Daughters Critical Review

Gather the Daughters by Jennie Melamed follows the lives of four female protagonists – the ‘daughters’ who live on an island, supposedly kept safe from the ‘wasteland’ of the mainland, where a ‘scourge’ has punished the world. The text has strong similarities to Margaret Atwood’s The Handmaid’s Tale – the society follows Our Book, which specifies rules of the society, mostly created to silence and sanction women. They are called the ‘Shalt-Nots’ and consist of ‘thou shalt not touch a daughter who has bled until she enters her summer of fruition’; ‘thou shalt not allow a wife to stray in thought, deed or body’; ‘thou shalt not allow women who are not sister, daughter, or mother to gather without a man to guide them all.’ (20) Unlike Atwood’s tale, though, we’re given barely any information regarding life beyond the island, all being revealed only through the questioning child protagonists. The ‘wanderers’ – the men who hold the highest rank in the community – visit the wastelands across the water regularly, telling tales of a ‘world of fire’, but as the narrative progresses both the reader and the girls have reason to become increasingly distrustful of this. ‘Narrative tension builds as skilful characterisation fills the reader with growing concern for the central voices.’ (Moss, 2017)

As Nick Hubble says, ‘there is discussion as to what is science-fiction about this novel. On the one hand, it looks and feels just like a post-apocalyptic dystopia, but on the other hand, as the reveal at the novel’s end makes clear, it is no such thing.’ (2018) Melamed’s text raises many questions prevalent to the genre of SF – mainly, what is SF? Can it truly be defined? This is emphasised, I think, by Melamed’s almost conscious changing of genre towards the end of the novel. After leading the characters, and hence the readers, towards the belief that this is a dystopian society, we realise it is not. The society is in fact a religious cult, the likes of which perhaps exists in our real world today. This blindness to the truth is something the protagonists in the novel deal with continuously, and as readers, we know only what the young girls know. There is that unavoidable innocence of childhood to believe one’s parents, no matter if common sense points elsewhere – and this is reflected in Vanessa, particularly. ‘Vanessa wonders, as she always does…’ (20) She is the smartest of the island girls, always trying to delve information from the adults about the outside world: ‘The waste – now you know I can’t tell you anything’ Mrs Adams tells her, to which she replies – ‘It can be a secret.’ (155) Despite this, she is the only character who does not join the girls in their rebellion on the beach. She wants, above all, to believe her father is good, even though he is part of the problem, the gang of ‘wanderers’, and rapes her repeatedly. ‘Who is my little wife?’ asks Father in a sweet tone. ‘I am,’ whispers Vanessa. (211) There is a strange, jarring tenderness to this exchange that feels intrinsically wrong to the reader but suggests that the author is attempting to redeem the father. He is consistently portrayed as a better person that the other fathers – but this clashes with the actions he commits. The depth in which Melamed raises questions about horrifyingly real issues rejects the post-apocalyptic story arc and directs us, as readers, back to the intricacies of our own world.

Further to this, just like in The Handmaid’s Tale, the women live in a society which is attempting, at all turns, to silence them. ‘Their behaviour and values are circumscribed.’ (Jones, 1991) And as de Beauvoir writes, women are ‘defined and differentiated with reference to man and not he with reference to her; she is the incidental, the inessential as opposed to the essential. He is the subject, he is the Absolute – she is the Other’, and, ‘subjected to doom.’ (1949)  This ‘doom’ is prevalent throughout Melamed’s text: when Janey is whipped for speaking out, Rosie is murdered to protect her, Caitlyn is abused by her father, even more so that the other girls, with no interference from knowing outsiders, and the ongoing fear that perpetrates their daily lives. The author’s gender influences in her own world very consciously affect the work, which is typical of dystopian authors and their subjects: using fantasy to analyse the real. ‘My professor discussed a South Pacific society where fathers were expected to have intercourse with their daughters, to ‘prepare them for their husbands.’ (Melamed, 2017) Despite what Eskeridge writes: ‘I despise conscious theme. It subverts story.’ (Mendelsohn, 2012), the author’s intention to write a novel discussing such prevalent fears and themes – overpopulation, sexual abuse and reproductive rights – are explored in much the same way as her predecessors within the genre of dystopian SF. ‘The central features of dystopia are ever-present – the oppression of the majority by the ruling elite.’ (Clute, 2018)

As previously discussed, there is no clear redemption in this novel. We do not learn whether Vanessa reaches safety, and her father does not leave because he was remorseful about having intercourse with his daughter; he leaves because he is afraid something might happen to her. It goes not excuse or forgive the abuse, but it leaves the reader wondering what the point in all the horror was, if not to reach a resolution. Was it just to comment on the depravation that mankind are capable of? ‘At what point does the depiction of such suffering tip into a pornography of violence?’ (Ditum, 2018) Is there such thing as too much horror in feminist dystopia, and, are we numbing ourselves to the violence against women in these texts? As Sarah Hall writes, there is still a ‘fresh urgency’ to feminist dystopian fiction that feeds a growing thirst for a world that is better than our own. (Thorpe, 2017) Reflecting on past horrors and using a science fiction narrative to do so is an extremely effective way to portray the point.

In summary, I would recommend the novel for an Arthur C Clarke award. Although there are many questions raised in the text that remain unanswered, and the ending is ambiguous, leaving the question open as to whether this novel really is an SF dystopia, Kingsley Amis argues that ‘the dystopian tradition is the most important strand in the tapestry of modern SF.’ (1960) In my opinion, Gather the Daughters is a poignant science-fiction text that cleverly symbolises women’s struggles and their experiences of ‘Other-ness’ in society, bringing to light the horrors of events happening in our real world – something that I believe all science fiction should do. As feminist dystopia, it successfully gives the reader pause to think, and, rightfully, be horrified.

Bibliography

Alderman, Naomi. 2017. Dystopian dreams: how feminist science fiction predicted the future. [Online] Available at: https://www.theguardian.com/books/2017/mar/25/dystopian-dreams-how-feminist-science-fiction-predicted-the-future [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Amis, Kingsley. 1960. New Maps of Hell. Penguin, UK.

Anders, Charlie Jane. 2010. How many definitions of science fiction are there? [Online] Available at: https://io9.gizmodo.com/5622186/how-many-defintions-of-science-fiction-are-there [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Atwood, Margaret. 1985. The Handmaid’s Tale. O.W. Toad Limited.

Booker, Keith M. and Thomas, Anne-Marie. 2009. The Science Fiction Handbook. John Wiley & Sons.

Claeys, Gregory. 2010. The Cambridge Companion to Utopian Literature. Cambridge University Press.

Clute, John and Nicholls, Peter. 1999. The Encyclopedia of Science Fiction. London: Orbit.

de Beauvoir, Simone. 1949. The Second Sex. Vintage, London.

Delaney, Samuel R. and Cheney, Matthew. 2011. The Jewel-Hinged Jaw: Notes on the Language of Science Fiction. Wesleyan University Press

Ditum, Sarah. 2018. Never-ending nightmare: why feminist dystopias must stop torturing women. [Online] Available at: https://www.theguardian.com/books/2018/may/12/why-the-handmaids-tale-marks-a-new-chapter-in-feminist-dystopias [Last accessed: 26th August 2018]

Gailey, Sarah. 2016. Do Better: Sexual Violence in SFF. [Online] Available at: https://www.tor.com/2016/08/22/do-better-sexual-violence-in-sff/ [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Gunn, James and Candelaria, Matthew. 2014. Speculations on Speculation. [Online] Available at: http://www.sfcenter.ku.edu/Speculations.htm [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Hubble, Nick. 2018. Panel Review: Gather the Daughters by Jennie Melamed. [Online] https://csff-anglia.co.uk/clarke-shadow-jury/shadow-jury-2018/panel-review-gather-the-daughters-by-jennie-melamed/ [Last accessed: 24th August 2018]

Jarvis, Claire. 2017. The Latest, Troubling Chapter in Feminist Dystopian Fiction. [Online] Available at: https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/13/books/review/gather-the-daughters-jennie-melamed.html  [Last accessed: 26th August 2018]

Jones, Libby Falk. 1991. Breaking Silences In Feminist Dystopias in Utopian Studies, No. 3. pp. 7 – 11. Penn State University Press.

Little, Judith A. 2007. Feminist philosophy and science fiction: utopias and dystopias. Prometheus Books.

Melamed, Jennie. 2017. Gather the Daughters. Tinder Press, London.

Melamed, Jennie. 2017. Exploring a Cultish Culture: the behind-the-book story of Gather the Daughters. [Online]Available at: https://medium.com/galleys/exploring-a-cultish-culture-the-behind-the-book-story-of-gather-the-daughters-by-jennie-melamed-a83c0540eaa9 [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Mendlesohn, Farah. 2012. The Cambridge Companion to Fantasy Literature. Cambridge University Press.

Merrick, Helen and Williams, Tess. 1999. Women of Other Worlds: Excursions Through Science Fiction and Feminism. University of Western Australia Press.

Michaud, Jon. 2017. A Haunting Story of Sexual Assault and Climate Catastrophe, Decades Ahead of Its Time. [Online] Available at: https://www.newyorker.com/books/second-read/a-haunting-story-of-sexual-assault-and-climate-catastrophe-decades-ahead-of-its-time [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Moss, Sarah. 2017. Gather the Daughters by Jennie Melamed review – a misogynist dystopia. [Online] Available at: http://www.sf-encyclopedia.com/entry/dystopias [Last accessed: 27th August 2018]

Moylan, Tom. 2003. Dark Horizons: Science Fiction and the Dystopian Imagination. Routledge.

Penley, Constance. 1991. Close Encounters: Film, Feminism, and Science Fiction. University of Minnesota Press.

Thorpe, Vanessa. 2017. What lies beneath the brave new world of feminist dystopian sci-fi? [Online] Available at: https://www.theguardian.com/books/2017/jun/24/feminist-dystopian-sci-fi-naomi-alderman-handmaids-tale [Last accessed: 22nd August 2018]

2018. The Encyclopedia of Science Fiction. [Online] http://www.sf-encyclopedia.com/entry/dystopias [Last accessed: 24th August 2018]

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I recently decided that a pandemic is the perfect time to start blogging again. It’s been a couple of years since I last posted, so I thought I would reintroduce myself! My main platform is Instagram, so you can also find this post over there, on @fionareads.

So, hi! My name is Fiona, I’m 27 years old, and I live in the UK. There is nothing in the world I love more than getting lost in a good book, and then discussing it afterwards!

Here are a few facts about me:

📚 I work in children’s book publishing.

📚 I love dogs! I have a Springer Spaniel named Luna who is just as wise and loony as her namesake, Luna Lovegood.

📚 I’m currently writing an adult fantasy novel, but I’ve been at it for about three years, so who knows when it will be finished! I write every single day. It’s my way of winding down, of relaxing, and of letting the creative side of myself flow. I have dozens of notebooks full of unfinished novels. I am still waiting for an idea to truly stick and last all the way to a final draft.

📚 I lived in London for several years, but now I live in the Suffolk countryside. Me, my husband and my lovely dog Luna are always outdoors and we love it!

📚 My favourite authors are J.K. Rowling, Sarah J Maas and Charlotte Brontë

📚 I recently completed my Masters. I wrote my dissertation on Harry Potter. I also wrote my undergrad dissertation on Harry Potter, so we all saw that one coming.

📚 If I didn’t work in publishing, I’d love to work in academia. I love to study, and I hope that makes me cool in a Hermione kinda way!

📚 My favourite TV show at the moment is Brooklyn 99. It never fails to cheer me up on a gloomy day!

📚 I am obsessed with Harry Potter. I have been since I was seven years old. It is my one true love and I could not imagine my childhood, or my life, without Rowling’s words. They inspired my love of literature and pushed me to write my own stories.

📚 My favourite place in the world is the Scottish Highlands. In particular, Glen Coe and Glennfinnan. It is the one place that I truly feel at one with nature, and for me, there is nothing more centring or relaxing. Also, you feel as though you need only take a step backwards to find yourself in the world of Outlander or the grounds of Hogwarts!

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Five Years

“This is the way the world ends. Not with a bang but with a whimper.”

T. S. Eliot

Prologue

‘My little dark one…’ my mother’s voice whispers, a melody on the wind. ‘Everything is going to be all right.’

The shouts and screams of the outside world seem to peter out as I focus on the feel of her hand against my head, stroking my long hair back from my face. I close my eyes, lost in the safety of her scent and the warmth of her love. I am pulled to her, my ear to her beating chest, as we stand still amongst the mayhem.

The snow is so heavy now that we are covered. I can feel the freezing weight of it on my shoulders, feel it coating my hands that are clasped against my mother’s back. My eyes stick together with frost, and hot tears melt a track down my face, freezing as they reach my chin. My mother wipes one away, her hand cold but still a welcome touch against my freezing cheek.

I open my eyes again and see a single crocus flower poking out of the mounding snow, its purple petals are stark and bright and beautiful against the whiteness. I feel like a child again. My mother is as beautiful as the flower, a beacon of safety in a frightening world.

Until she is ripped from me.

Constantine

Eyes closed. I was in blissful oblivion. The coldness, pleasant – deep, deep cold – but not so frozen as to be dead. And anyway, I liked the cold. Suddenly, there is skin against mine – a hand. It is warm compared to the icy water that swarms over my limbs. I hear the trickle of the tide and the delicious crackling and crunching of ice breaking. I try to open my eyes now, but they are glued shut.

The hand moves down my body and over my chest, rummaging like a mouse, pulling and scratching at my clothes until it finds my pockets, ferreting their fingers deeper into the ruins of my clothing.

‘There’s nothing here,’ whines the voice of a boy. ‘Not so much as a bloody lipa.’

‘Umukni I odmakni se,’ a low female voice snaps in reply. Shut up and move away.

I am somewhere in Yugoslavia. The realisation makes me want to go back to being very, very dead. Why am I here? What century is this?

‘Mrtav je!’

‘Inside!’ the girl again, but louder and in English this time.

He’s a dead one. I wonder briefly if I am the dead one they speak of.

I listen again to the gentle prowl of the water whilst voices continue to mutter overhead.

‘Odakle si došao?’ Where did you come from?

The girl is muttering to herself, her breath misting my face as she leans closer. Her weight presses against my chest and I realise suddenly that she is listening for my own breath. She will be disappointed. I try to exhale anyway.

Nothing.

I feel her gently run her hand against my neck, checking for a pulse. Her hand is small and calloused – the hands of a worker. At this moment my body chooses to release itself. My eyes crack open, mouth gapes and I cough a disgusting torrent of black water. The girl springs away as I heave, retching, leaning over into more water. It gushes over my face like a suffocating hand. The girl is speaking, cursing. I am no longer the corpse she thought I was. I hear her splutter and then stagger as she slips on something. More cursing. And then, silence.

Dim, early twilight light fills my vision. I squint, the stars above coming in to focus – the moon – I can’t see –

I roll onto my stomach and am greeted with black, icy mud and the mushy slime of the frozen river bank that had been previously filling my crevices. I blink, willing my eyes to focus on my surroundings. I frown and look around at the darkening sea – to my shock, it is almost frozen solid, great blocks of ice floating in tiny pools, surrounded by the glassy, twinkling sheen of starlight reflecting on flat ice.

‘Are you all right?’ her voice again, probing from afar.

I try to focus on her. She is merely a dark outline on the shore. Behind her looms the shadowed, threatening presence of far reaching city walls. My head swims desperately with a need for words, willing my mouth to form them, for my lungs to squeeze and release air, for my tongue to move. There is too much to take in. I try to remember what the world looked like when I had last closed my eyes. There had been sun then, and light, and crowds of people, the clashing of metal as swords struck…

I try one word, drawn up from deep inside the well. It had meant ‘hello’ when I had lived before. The girl edges closer.

‘Sorry – what did you just say? Govorite hrvatski?’

I want her to go away and leave me here. This strange girl with mixed tongues. I want to worm myself back into the black ice and pull the blanket of the frozen ocean up and over my chin. I am filled with a deep instinctual feeling that I have not been dead for long enough. I am not sure why, but I would like to be dead once more.

This time, I choose a different word.

‘Da, malo’ I croak. Yes, very little.

She edges closer. Soon, she is close enough for me to see her boots – knee length, brown, dirty leather, tied tight with many laces wrapped around her bandy legs. Her stance is wide, confident. Her hand, covered in threadbare, fingerless clothes, appears in front of my eyes –

‘Duana.’ She says, her accented voice loud in the muffled silence. I reach up for her hand and small fingers tighten on my large, slippery ones.

My eyes close as she pulls me up with a surprising strength. The world is spinning, land over sea over castle over stars.

‘I am Constantine.’ I croak.

I waver dangerously on my wobbly legs. I wonder meekly how long it has been since I last stood on solid ground. It could have been mere days, minutes, since…

‘Why were you in the water?’ she asks, screwing up her nose in admonishment. Her voice is accusatory. ‘We – well, I – I thought you were dead.’

Of course, there had been another voice. A boy.

I look over her, quickly. Her nose is bridged, as if it has been broken a very long time ago. Freckles smatter her dark, dusty skin. Her black hair is tied into a braid that loops around and over her shoulder. Bright, sparkling blue eyes watch me warily. They hold a look of curiosity, but the fear is evident in their depths. This girl, Duana, looks like someone who has been scared for a very long time – a girl who has learnt to live with fear.

‘I wasn’t dead.’ I lie easily. I let out a breath. I watch her own move in and out of her mouth in a hot visible blow of steam.

‘You must be cold.’ She says, abruptly, and then looks away, embarrassed. Understatement of the century. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a crumpled red packet. ‘Here.’

She thrusts the small packet into my hand. I almost drop it, my fingers have still not regained all feeling. Looking down, I squint through the gloom –

‘Keksi?’ I ask. Biscuits.

‘They aren’t so bad.’ She says shortly. ‘This way. We can’t stay on the harbour for too long – the Noćnastraža will see us.’

I want to ask what the Noćnastraža are, but she is already disappearing into the gloom of the walls. I follow her as quickly as I can, curiosity heightening. She walks briskly, and I struggle painfully to keep up, my legs like a sailor’s who has been at sea too long.

‘What city is this?’ I ask, as we approach a long street. It winds through the crumbling, white dusted buildings, a scene of a time long past – shop fronts with smashed windows, canopies laden with snow, grand, medieval architecture that looks out of place in the now derelict compendium of buildings. If I was able to see the floor, I would guess the stones were cobbled.

She spins her head around, briefly, her braid sending snow flying. I watch it settle on her hood absentmindedly.

‘Dubrovnik.’ She replies hesitantly, confusion flashing across her features.

I nod, not wanting to ask too much. But my mouth is bursting with questions – what has happened here? Why has the world suddenly descended into a new Ice Age? Where are all the people? Has there been a riot? I eye the desolate shops and empty shelves nervously as we continue.

The wind bites into my skin and I tense up, my feet slipping on the snow. My clothes, if that had been what they once were, are now mere rags, barely covering my body. I long for a warm dressing gown and a fiery drink of scotch to warm my insides. I think of home – of Aberdeen. Well, my last home, at least. It feels sorely like a distant memory – images and moments fuzzy in my mind like a water-smeared photograph. That happens. But it hurts no less when it does.

‘I suppose everything will look better in the morning.’ I say, in my garbled, still unsteady tongue.

Duana stops, and I see her hand still against the wall of the bridge we are about to pass under. She leans against it momentarily, as if to steady her own two feet.

‘To sam uvijek ja…’ I hear her mutter. It’s always me. Resignation fills the space between us, and I feel the strangest urge to grab her hand and tell her that everything is going to be okay.

Instead, we continue. There is a tension in the air – a fission of urgency and danger that makes me even more nervous.

‘Just under this bridge, and then up the river.’ She says suddenly, watching me as I move slowly closer to her. We stand on the edge of another street that travels steeply upwards. The river – although hardened with ice – winds round to the south, back towards the city walls. It has started to snow once more, and visibility is weakening drastically. The air around us is hazy with the dull whiteness of snow at dusk. I nod, my eyes scoping our surroundings.

‘Can you manage the ice? Once we are out the city, there are many, many steps to climb.’ Duana warns, her eyes flashing, as if in challenge. They shine through the darkness like two opals in the ocean.

I say yes, in her tongue. Da.

Duana

Five years has made me harder. I no longer cry when in pain. I do not ache for others or feel the need to be coddled. I don’t need home comforts, or even clean water and fresh food to keep going. I don’t need much. I just need to survive.

When the ‘Ice Age’, as they have dubbed it, truly began to take hold, me and Ma boarded a train to Austria. The further South we went, the safer we’d be; the ice was spreading from the North. At least, that’s what she used to tell me. I had been too young, even then, to understand much of the chaos around me. Whenever it began to feel dangerous, my mother’s voice would reach out to me. In rasping, kind whispers –

‘My little dark one,’ she would say. ‘Everything is going to be okay.’

I had believed her so deeply, that nothing truly scared me.

Now, lying in the dark, my eyes screwed shut, feigning sleep I never seem to manage, I know just how deeply she lied. And the worst part of the whole story, is that it was our choice to leave Prague in the first place. If we had stayed there, perhaps now, my mother would still be here, we’d still be landlocked, far from the sea of destruction. The sting of it never leaves me. The bitterness almost kills me.

I wake to the sound of arguing, as usual. Somehow, in the past year, since arriving in this barren ghost-city, I’ve adopted two children. They aren’t really children any more than I, but they sure act like it. Clearly, the cold has not hardened us all.

‘Dati ga natrag!’ Lukas shouts. It is a pitiful, whiny sound that hurts my ears.

‘No. Budala!’ Spits Josip angrily. Usually, he is the much more likeable one.

‘Začepi!’ I snap, swinging my legs round the trundle bed and bringing myself into a seated position so suddenly they both spin around to look at me in horror. I notice the candles first, and then the boys. Shut up. Now.

‘What have I told you about lighting the candles?’ I continue.

Josip drops the bag he had been holding, and Lukas steps towards me. Round, owl-like eyes meet mine. ‘You spoken Croatian.’ Lukas’s English is still stunted but improving.

A mistake.

‘And you are speaking English.’ I roll my eyes. ‘It’s not a miracle.’

‘Speak Austrian, too?’ Lukas asks, running around the table to meet me as I stand up. I pull a sweater over my head and glare at him.

‘There’s no such thing any longer.’

He immediately looks crushed. I feel guilt twist painfully in my gut. I open my mouth to apologise.

‘Hey!’ I turn around to catch Josip climbing onto the frost-covered window ledge. I run forwards and am soon at his side. I grab his collar roughly and pull him down, not caring if I hurt him. ‘What have I told you about sitting in the window?’

He grumbles, rubbing his neck. ‘There’s someone out there.’

I stare at him.

‘A person?’ I feel the inklings of hope merged with horror fill my veins. It is a strange emotion that I have grown used to feeling over the past few years.

I sound scared – I cough, embarrassed.

‘Well, he looks like a –’

Josip moves quickly out of the way at the look on my face. I move to the window and lean up on tiptoes to see out of it. I rub a circle in the condensation with the edge of my jumper.

The endless alabaster city spreads out underneath me. At 37 metres above sea level, the dome of the Cathedral looks small in comparison to the vast white landscape beyond. We’ve barricaded ourselves into a small corner of Fort Lovrijenac, and as such, now have an unrivalled and exceedingly useful view of the territory at our feet. The Bell Tower, still rung daily by Father Johan, somehow surviving in the turret, stands as tall as it has done for the last 666 years. The eerie chimes echo across the city and disappear into the suffocating snow. It is like a punch to the gut every single time. The loud, proud exultation being swallowed by the desolate, cold destruction of a broken city. There are less and less of us to hear the bells now. And there is no God to call out to, anyway.

‘Where?’ I snap, impatient with the mounting anxiety in my veins. I don’t like surprises. And to be honest, I no longer like people either. People don’t take too kindly to an apocalypse, I’ve learnt.

‘In the sea.’

I try to bite back my retort – and fail. ‘If you’re joking around I’ll –’

My voice fades into nothing as I spot it. From our location beyond the bulk of the city, it is easy to see down to the bays lining the west and south sides of the walls. Lulling against the tide, on the edge of the almost entirely frozen ocean that lapped the city walls, is a body. A body.

‘Holy…’

‘Sranje!’ shouts Josip, his breath filling my ear. In other words – holy shit.

In usual circumstances, I might hit him round the ear. This time, I ruffle his hair.

‘I hope it’s dead. If it’s alive, I sure hope it’s not a serial killer.’ I shrug.

‘Or a cold one…’ Lukas whispers from his place in the corner of the room. I stare back at his scared little face and feel a kindling of pity in my chest. There could be truth in his words, too.

By the time we have pulled on the rest of our thermal gear and boots, Josip is crunching at the bit. He hops from one foot to the other in a frantic rhythm, as I lock up the great oak door to the west wing. The West Wing, as we like to call it, is a room, and no more. But there is safety in confinement. We haven’t left the place in days. Technically, the rest of the castle is ours. But who knows what, and who, is lurking in the shadows? I don’t wish to find out. I pat down my ankle then, feeling for the knife in my boot, and the sword up by back unrelentingly digging into my spine. Bullets, we’ve ran out of. Metal, however, we have plenty of.

I almost sprint the thousand steps that lead down into the city, adept now at running on ice and snow. Some steps are more treacherous than others, but I know those to avoid. This is my city now, just as Salzburg and Trieste had been, all those months and years ago. Josip runs ahead – he has lived in this city his entire life – except for one failed excursion on a submarine when they had first broadcast Five Years to the world. The mass hysteria and panic was unrelenting, and droves of people swarmed the Navy ships and submarines that promised a better life if submerged. Many had ended back on the shores of Hvar, engines failed and captains dead. Josip hasn’t left the city since. I’ve never told him, but he is a wise kid.

‘Josip!’ I call, my eyes becoming sharper as we reached the harbour. ‘Stay close.’

He twirls round, a glint in his eye. ‘Yes, ma’am.’

I think instinctively of Lukas, holed up in the fort. He hasn’t been outside in weeks – and I’m not sure he ever will. His mother was murdered by wandering Noćnastraža six months ago. Orphaned was something we have in common. But I have the steel to cope with it, and he doesn’t yet. Not surprising, my mother died two years ago, and two years feels like twenty in today’s landscape.

‘I’ll hunt the pockets…’ Josip murmurs, as we approach the bank.

I open my mouth to protest, but he is already too far away. I hurry after him, unsure of what he will find. Scared at what potentially could be the first person we have seen in months, and the first new person to enter the city in a year… as far as I am aware, most of the world is dead, or underwater. They said we only have five years left. They meant it.

Someone once told me

Someone once told me

the moon is never wider

than your thumb

And it got me to thinking

of your thumbs and

how calloused and strong

the skin on your hands is

And how they wrap mine in

warmth and ownership

that I am grateful for

More than Aristotle was

grateful for physics

Someone once told me

that the stars tell stories

And I believe they do

So I gazed at the

blackening abyss

And saw a brightening,

a fiery milky way

Of memories

Of us

Someone once told me

that the world

is what you make it

And so I made it about us

About the way you love

me regardless of

flaws and anger

and sorrow

Someone once told me

you can read a person

through their eyes

And I realised

For the first time

That your eyes show me

a story you have written

in your mind of

hazel and green

that could rival Brontë

And a poem you wrote

that could vanquish Dante

About the fact that

we are one person

with more love

than any galaxy could hold

Someone once told me

the moon is never wider

than your thumb

And you’re somewhere

lost, away, too far

And I’m not sure

you can see me

So I think of you

there, wherever

there is and wonder

if we are the same

Or if we love and feel

and think and long

for one another

Differently but equally,

Strong and wholly

each other’s only

one

It’s not you, Book, it’s me: The Dreaded Reading Slump and How To Get Over It

I think that all of us readers have been there. When you are used to reading over 4 books a month, and suddenly, you can hardly bear to read a news article, never mind a novel.

It feels like it is all down to the book. First, you pick up a terrible book, and you don’t finish it. Then, you try another. That’s awful too! And another. They are all boring – nothing grabs you. It could be fantasy, romance, historical, non-fiction, anything. It doesn’t matter. Nothing will grab you. Because it isn’t the book, it’s you.

There are many, many reasons why one might have a reading slump. Lack of motivation, time, stress, anxiety, depression… So, what do we do? We do things that do not require the same level of attention – things we can finish quickly and not think about too deeply.

YouTube, TV shows, scrolling through Facebook, binge-watching Netflix. It’s terrible, isn’t it? And for some, sure, it might be totally normal. But for readers who read (and I mean, read read read) it becomes this depressing, odd, stagnant hole in your life and makes you feel weirdly guilty and not-quite-yourself. Having just come out of the longest reading slump of my life (Not an exaggeration – it was four months long, and torturous!) I created a list of things that finally helped me to get my reading mojo back…

Start Light

I often find that reading something very easy, funny and lighthearted is sometimes the best way to get yourself back into reading. Chick-lit is a great example – it’s fun, summery, and full of simple story lines that do not require too much thinking power. I can be a bit of a snob and don’t usually enjoy chick-lit, but it works wonders for a reading slump. Just getting yourself reading again – whatever it is – is a massive achievement, and it helps if you can have a giggle along the way! Chick-lit offers a form of escapism that is rooted in reality and full of funny anecdotes, beautiful settings and swoon-worthy guys.

Paige Toon is a brilliant one to start with (The Longest Holiday is simply divine, and Lucy in the Sky and Jonny Be Good are also excellent – they are escapism at it’s best – letting you get swept up in holiday romances, gorgeous rock stars, sandy beaches and surfer dudes)

Keep It Short

Don’t feel like you are ready to plunge in to a full-length novel, just yet? That’s totally fine! Sometimes, it might hinder you rather than help you, so I would suggest starting with some shorter stories first. They pull you back into the swing of reading, but don’t keep you for too long. Short, and sweet.

A recent page-turner that comes to mind is Sarah Winman’s Tin Man. It’s a heart-warming, lovely little book that will warm you from your head to your toes – and you can read it in a day!

Try a Different Angle…

Perhaps it is the act of reading that is stopping you from breaking your slump? If you are depressed, it can become almost impossible to focus on anything for too long – you become so demotivated, you can’t even bring yourself to open the book and read the words. Listening to an audiobook, however, is a very different experience to physically reading. You can listen on the tube, on the bus, at your desk, whilst you are driving. It’s the perfect solution!

If this still isn’t helping, another great invention is the Podcast. They have honestly been my saviour the past few months – stopping me from going stir crazy when I feel like I am numbing my brain with YouTube and Netflix. There are some interesting, intelligent, fascinating Podcasts out there – everything from Literature to Science to discussions on authors, fandoms (There are some brill Harry Potter & Game of Thrones casts – Game of Thrones The Podcast is one of my favourites) and the BBC also have some great documentary style discussions on different authors and time periods. I listened to an engrossing one about one of my favourite authors, Oscar Wilde, that inspired me to re-read The Picture of Dorian Gray, hence pulling me out of my slump! Most of them are only 30 minutes upwards, so it’s entirely possible to feed your brain without committing too much time!

Switch It Up

Before your slump, were you (let’s be honest) a bit too obsessed with YA Fantasy? (It’s an easy hole to fall in to…) or did you pretty much only read Thrillers? I find one of the best ways to break a non-reading period is to get stuck into a book of an entirely different genre. It will pull you out of your comfort zone, and make you read something completely unexpected and different to anything you have read before.

Goodreads is fantastic for discovering new books from genres you are unsure about. Or, even better, just step into Waterstones, and spend a couple of hours browsing. You might find something you would never have even thought of reading before! The Booksellers there are so informed they can offer some excellent recommendations.

Get Physical

Perhaps you only usually read on an ereader or iPad, or maybe you are just bored of seeing the same books on your shelves every single day?

A great way to reinstate your passion for reading is to rearrange your bookshelves, or start visiting libraries and bookshops, physically taking books off the shelves, reading the blurbs, perhaps reading a little of the inside. It can be extremely inspiring to realise how many different stories there are out there, and to physically hold them in your hands. Rearranging your bookshelves can be a big job if (like me) you have a lot of books, but it reacquaints you with books you had forgotten about, or books that were on your TBR that you never got round to reading…

What methods would you use to get yourself out of a reading slump? I would love to hear your thoughts!

Outlander: Book One Review

Gabaldon_outlanderThe year is 1945. Claire Randall, a former combat nurse, is just back from the war and reunited with her husband on a second honeymoon when she walks through a standing stone in one of the ancient circles that dot the British Isles. Suddenly she is a Sassenach—an “outlander”—in a Scotland torn by war and raiding border clans in the year of Our Lord… 1743.

Hurled back in time by forces she cannot understand, Claire is catapulted into the intrigues of lairds and spies that may threaten her life, and shatter her heart. For here James Fraser, a gallant young Scots warrior, shows her a love so absolute that Claire becomes a woman torn between fidelity and desire—and between two vastly different men in two irreconcilable lives.

“Oh, aye, Sassenach. I am your master . . . and you’re mine. Seems I canna possess your soul without losing my own.”

Outlander is a beautifully complex and mesmerizing story with multi-layered characters, authentic settings and dramatic, unexpected and all-encompassing storylines. It’s the kind of book that you will live through alongside the main characters – you will feel Claire’s bewilderment and fear, her gutsy determination, her love and heartbreak and you will feel as though you are standing alongside her in every aspect of her life. The historical context is so accurate it is amazing!

For a while now, people kept recommending Outlander to me, but I avoided the books because, for one, the sheer size of the series daunted me, and two, I was put off by the time travel aspect (ironic, since I love Doctor Who!) But, I often find that time-travel literature can be cheesy and too unrealistic to be believable.

However, now I have finally read Outlander, I can confidently say that it is the most original historical romance I have ever, ever read. It was way more involved that the typical man meets woman trope, and it was so historically accurate and vivid I felt myself completely submerged in the world of the Scottish Highlands, 1743, for the whole two weeks I was reading it.

Claire is a World War II combat nurse who accidentally wanders through an ancient stone circle in Inverness whilst on a post-war honeymoon with her husband, Frank, in 1945. She suddenly finds herself in the 18th Century. Even in this, she is brilliant – sarky, intelligent, with a quick wit and a quick tongue to match. She’s compassionate, competent, a kick-ass nurse and an independent woman who doesn’t let the abrupt, seemingly-impossible change to her timeline phase her. She’s a refreshing change from the princess-type heroines of a lot of historical fiction.

Jamie Fraser, the Scottish Clansman who slowly becomes the love of her life, is at times sweet and heart-stoppingly romantic, and others an extremely dangerous and passionate warrior. He is one of the most charismatic and appealing male leads I’ve read in a long, long time. And every time he calls Claire a Sassenach… God. I go weak at the knees! Understandably, however, readers are completely divided over Jamie because, although he is gorgeous and lovable for the majority of the novel, there is one extremely disturbing scene that enrages any 21st-Century reader, including myself. As upsetting as the scene was (I won’t mention it due to spoilers, but it deals with domestic abuse) it was very accurate to the times and the way that a man would have treated his wife in that period. Although it doesn’t excuse it, I was able to forgive and get past it and still fall in love with Jamie, just as Claire does, as I could view it within its historical context. There are quite a few sexually abusive scenes in the novel, which, although they do not subtract from the overall enjoyment of the story, they are quite hard to get through.

Regardless of this, what is so brilliant about Gabaldon’s characters and the world she has created is that they are delightfully multi-dimensional, and extremely complex, just as real people and real life can be. Claire somehow finds the courage to made difficult choices in a period of history when choices were often non-existent for women. She is stubborn and determined almost to a fault, and she has a passion and unending support for Jamie that matches his own for her perfectly. Jamie, on the outside, is tough and warrior-like, while on the inside, he is kind and sensitive, with excellent intuition and a backstory full of pain and suffering. He is also intelligent, self-depreciating and almost poetic in the things he says to Claire.

“When I asked my da how ye knew which was the right woman, he told me when the time came, I’d have no doubt. And I didn’t. When I woke in the dark under that tree on the road to Leoch, with you sitting on my chest, cursing me for bleeding to death, I said to myself, ‘Jamie Fraser, for all ye canna see what she looks like, and for all she weighs as much as a good draft horse, this is the woman'”

Their romance is probably my favourite part of the novel – there is true honesty between them, which brings an openness and vulnerability to both of the characters which is such a beautiful addition to the story. I love the way that the author creates a strong friendship between them before they become lovers, and then lets this friendship continue to grow deeper even after they are married. The intimacy level of these two characters is perfectly depicted, and the best that I have read in a novel for a long time, and not just because of the sex.

Outlander was so meticulously researched and Gabaldon manages to weave all the historical accuracies into the plot without destroying the authenticity of the emotional journey. At its heart, Outlander is a historical novel that is packed full of details of 18th Century life in the Scottish Highlands, and as well as recounting events leading up to the Jacobite rising of 1745, the character’s lives are deeply delved in to and an extraordinary picture is painted that truly transports you to another time and place.

There is adventure, history, fantasy, romance, violence and drama. Outlander is a book that literally sucks you into its pages. It is a fully immersive experience that is so engrossing, you find it almost impossible to put it down.

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Book Review – The Flame in the Mist by Renee Ahdieh

Image result for flame in the mistThe only daughter of a prominent samurai, Mariko has always known she’d been raised for one purpose and one purpose only: to marry. Never mind her cunning, which rivals that of her twin brother, Kenshin, or her skills as an accomplished alchemist. Since Mariko was not born a boy, her fate was sealed the moment she drew her first breath.

So, at just seventeen years old, Mariko is sent to the imperial palace to meet her betrothed, a man she did not choose, for the very first time. But the journey is cut short when Mariko’s convoy is viciously attacked by the Black Clan, a dangerous group of bandits who’ve been hired to kill Mariko before she reaches the palace.

The lone survivor, Mariko narrowly escapes to the woods, where she plots her revenge. Dressed as a peasant boy, she sets out to infiltrate the Black Clan and hunt down those responsible for the target on her back. Once she’s within their ranks, though, Mariko finds for the first time she’s appreciated for her intellect and abilities. She even finds herself falling in love—a love that will force her to question everything she’s ever known about her family, her purpose, and her deepest desires.

“I’ve never been angry to have been born a woman. There have been times I’ve been angry at how the world treats us, but I see being a woman as a challenge I must fight. Like being born under a stormy sky. Some people are lucky enough to be born on a bright summer’s day. Maybe we were born under clouds. No wind. No rain. Just a mountain of clouds we must climb each morning so that we may see the sun.”

I knew I would love this book from the moment I first heard about it, and I was lucky enough, back in February, to get my hands on a proof copy. It was pitched as a mix between Mulan and 47 Ronin, with a bit of Robin Hood thrown in. However, this particular story takes place in feudal Japan and focuses on samurai warriors and the seven principles of Bushido or the Way of the Warrior. Now that it is out in hard copy (yay!) I have read it once more, and can finally put my thoughts into a coherent review…

Flame in the Mist is told through two alternating perspectives: our kickass, sassy main character Mariko and her twin brother Kenshin. The story begins as Hattori Mariko is on her way to meet her betrothed for the first time – the emperor’s son. Along the way, her and her entourage are forced to travel through the dark forest or risk being late to the palace. But, the dark forest is a dangerous, deadly place, frequented by the Black Clan. Mariko’s cart is consequently attacked during the middle of the night, and she barely escapes with her life after convincingly playing dead, whilst the murderers search the rubble. What then ensues is a battle of self-preservation and survival as Mariko must make her way through the woods nearly naked, alone, and a woman. She is stalked and attacked by a homeless vagabond and she has to fight for her life, culminating in her chopping off her hair (true Mulan style) and donning the disguise of a young man who has run away from home.

She then goes on to track down her attackers in the hope of discovering why her convoy was targeted. Things, however, do not go as planned, and she soon finds herself deep within the ranks of the Black Clan, a Robin Hood/Lost Boys-esque group of warrior rebels, and her supposed killers. She must keep her true identity hidden if she ever wants to survive whilst also gaining their trust and learning their ways. Meanwhile, Mariko’s brother and brutal samurai soldier, Kenshin, is out on a mission to prove that his sister is still alive, tracking her, and getting into all sorts of fights along the way, and find the criminals responsible for attacking her.

There were some brilliant, unexpected plot-twists and action scenes in this book. The plot is intricately woven with mystery and intrigue, from the world-building to the mystical, rain drenched woodland setting, you find yourself completely submerged amongst its many folds. Ahdieh’s writing style is just beautiful. The passages of description were lyrical, whimsical, and stunningly detailed. This is the first book I have ever read that is set in feudal Japan, so I can’t speak for how historically/regionally accurate it was, but it had me believing in every essence of the world from the very start. I could almost smell the scent of oak and cherry blossoms and rainwater that Mariko lived and smelt every single day. And just as we experienced in the Wrath and the Dawn duology, the author manages to successfully and authentically include Japanese terms that only added to the tangibility of the story. (There was also a glossary in the back for times of confusion, but I soon found myself understanding the terms in context to the events.)

Mariko’s character development is probably my favourite aspect of the novel. She is often called ‘odd’ or ‘curious’, both of which she originally has an adverse and negative reaction to. She later comes to realise that these labels only make her who she is. She is sarcastic, witty, completely bad-ass and brave and she totally, wholly owns herself and her idiosyncrasies. Her confidence grows within the Black Clan, far more than it ever would have done if she had remained simply a daughter and wife, as society had mapped her future to be. She is a creator, an inventor, and a warrior, and she develops this within the Black Clan, making weapons and learning to fight. Even as she pretends to be a boy, she still remains completely feminine in the sense that she is always struggling with an internal crisis of identity – pondering the strength of being a woman and a woman’s place in the male-dominated world of feudal Japan.

The romance in the novel is also excellent. It is slow-burning, as mysterious as the world in which it is set, and you never quite truly know what is going to happen next or what the couple are really thinking. Can they be trusted? Does he really like her? Is this a game or is it real? You are never really sure, as is often the case with the ‘enemies falling in love’ zeitgeist. This varied plenty from the common star-crossed lovers’ trope though, and it is beautifully, realistically and slowly done. As well as the romance, you find yourself falling in love with the Black Clan – originally meant to be enemies – they are endearing and comical and they stole my heart.

As expected, in this book Renee is responsible for some seriously incredible world building, tangible characters, another perfectly independent kick ass heroine, and a plot so intricate you find yourself completely submerged amongst its many folds.
There is fighting and flirting, a wonderfully evasive and extremely steamy romance, a heart-stopping twist, and cleverly spun lies.

In summary, I am totally lost to this beautifully brutal world of feudal Japan. Of sharp, smart Mariko and her gutsy determination, of the shadows of the forest and the mystery of Okami and the Black Clan… I need a sequel now!

Samurais, shadows, secrets and deadly revenge… what’s not to love?!

Book Review – Strange the Dreamer

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The dream chooses the dreamer, not the other way around— and Lazlo Strange, war new-release-date-2orphan and junior librarian, has always feared that his dream chose poorly. Since he was five years old he’s been obsessed with the mythic lost city of Weep, but it would take someone bolder than he to cross half the world in search of it. Then a stunning opportunity presents itself, in the person of a hero called the Godslayer and a band of legendary warriors, and he has to seize his chance to lose his dream forever.

What happened in Weep two hundred years ago to cut it off from the rest of the world? What exactly did the Godslayer slay that went by the name of god? And what is the mysterious problem he now seeks help in solving?
The answers await in Weep, but so do more mysteries—including the blue-skinned goddess who appears in Lazlo’s dreams. How did he dream her before he knew she existed? and if all the gods are dead, why does she seem so real?

This book was heartbreaking and mystical and catastrophic and shattering and beautiful. It was the perfect fantasy novel. Laini Taylor’s world building is so tangible – God, I wanted Weep to be real. I wanted to walk through the halls of Lazlo’s library, and ride on horseback alongside Eril-Fane, and meet a blue-skinned goddess like Sarai. Laini Taylor’s ability to create magical, fantastical storylines is just breath taking. The world, the language, the characters… everything about this tale captivated me. The ending has broken me, in all the right ways. I need more of God-slaying Eril-Fane and assassins who are acrobats and armies of moths and a strange dreamer who reaches for his impossible dream, and grabs it with both hands…

Strange the Dreamer starts with Lazlo Strange – an orphan, a book lover, a dreamer, who has always been ostracized for being different, and has grown up constantly dreaming of the Unseen City. He is such a realistic, yet whimsical and loveable character; the perfect protagonist, and you empathise with him almost instantly. He immerses himself in his books, and lives amongst their pages, researching and learning every single thing there is to know about the Unseen City, Weep.

When Lazlo was a young boy, the name of the lost, unseen city was stolen from everyone’s minds. Not a soul could remember it’s name; the only word left in it’s place was Weep. Of course, if you dream hard enough, your wildest imaginings can come true, and the story truly sets sail once Lazlo is given the opportunity to adventure into the far reaches of every dream he has ever had, and find out the truth behind Weep and it’s inhabitants.

‘He read while he walked. He read while he ate. The other librarians suspected he somehow read while he slept, or perhaps didn’t sleep at all.’

Not only does Laini Taylor create feeling, beautiful, wholesome characters who make you feel like you are living their adventures with them, she also proves her place as the ultimate wordsmith of YA. The writing style of Strange the Dreamer seems to eclipse all her previous books: it is lyrical, tangible, poetic, almost to the point of too much. It hits that perfect sweet spot, without going overboard, and the imagery and pure imagination takes your breath away with every turn of the page. The very sentences themselves feel dreamlike and mystical – almost tricking you into believing you truly have been transported to another world.

Hidden within these pages we have never-ending libraries, mysterious journeys, hidden cities, ghosts and moths and goddesses with blue skin; mythical armies, warriors and God-slayers, star-crossed lovers and magic, nightmares, demons and salvation… In Weep, Laini has created a mystical world that leaps off the page and embeds itself into your very being. It is an addictive, descriptive, all-encompassing creation of a place that demands to be remembered, even after the book is closed. In Lazlo, Sarai, and Eril-Fane, you also meet characters with secrets, demons, dreams, and hearts filled with the capacity to love. Everything about the plot, these characters and their world is truly unique and so perfectly crafted.

The most prominent message I took from the story centers around race and how we, in a world currently ridden with racism and fear-mongering, detrimentally blame individuals of a certain skin colour for bad things that other people of that same skin colour have done; about how unaccepting the world is, as a society, of people who look different from ourselves. There is also a focus on the history of humankind and how younger generations are wrongly blamed for their ancestors mistakes. But this tale teaches us that we are not our ancestors, we are not our parents, and we should always strive to do better than the history behind us.

‘Sarai was seventeen years old, a goddess and a girl. Half her blood was human, but it counted for nothing. She was blue. She was godspawn. She was anathema. She was young. She was lovely. She was afraid.’

At it’s basest, Strange the Dreamer is also just about an orphaned underdog and a feared, blue-skinned girl who both just want the chance to be so much more. They speak to the hearts of all the dreamers, the bookworms, the misunderstood and the hard-done-by, and tell us that magic and dreams really can come true. Monsters, gods, hidden cities and armies of moths notwithstanding…

‘It was impossible, of course. But when did that ever stop any dreamer from dreaming?’

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